EPS

Let me start this by saying that I didn't grew up like a normal kid like playing patintero on a full moon,playing in the rain and all the usual games a regular kid would play with their neighbors,why, simply because my mom has been so protective of us due to some circumstances in life. I remember seeing my supposed to be childhood friends playing but me and my sisters were busy collecting the leftover foods from our neighbors house so we could use that to feed the pigs we were taking care of to sustain our elementary education as my father's income is not enough to bring us to school; everytime I see them I feel jealous and wanting to have a better life right then and there. I started going out and kept on joining the youth in our place when I joined as a liturgical volunteer in our church, at that time I still feel so aloof and not really part of the group as they crack jokes that I can't even relate to, sing songs that i barely knew,they all acted as if they've known each other for ages( well i guess they really do). The journey was never easy,but I guess the only key for someone to accept you is just simply be yourself,by showing them who you really are and that the friendship you are offering is not temporary but rather it's like a lifetime commitment that you will always be each others backbone like how you are to your family. Not like the others who wants to wake up when September ends, I am the exact opposite coz this is the month that I get to spend it with this people I call "gat", "shunats","EPS","chunats" and "barkada",where age does not matter and social status is not even an issue.The month wherein we can drink not minding next day's hangover,where the streets is our stage and we can be as crazy as we all want to be. I will forever be thankful to this people I call friends,some may be related by blood but who cares to those who aren't coz I love them just the same related or not.

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fire is red and orange too

When you're raging with anger and you want to shout it out but you know you just can't because you're thinking of what others might think about you is such a crap. When friendship is broken due lack of communication is such a bullsh*t.When someone does not respect others and could not just lower down her voice knowing that someone is working just infront of her is a f*ck.When someone doesn't know the meaning of decency is a bull.

Yes I'm angry now,I'm angry as hell that I want to shout it out but I know it leads me to nothing,damn these emotions!!!!!!!!

Damn all those people who does not know how to value friendship!!!!
Damn all those peope who does not care!!!!1
Damn all those people who are stupid!!!!!yes you are stupid and I claim it,you may be wise on some things but it does nto hide the fact that you are STUPID!!!!!!!!
Damn all those people who doesn't have the decency at all!!!!!!!


crap....crap...crap...crap....

holy week 2013

He was crucified and died for all our sins.



the reason why i keep on believing.



God is with you no matter and whatever it is.

Sinulog 2013

the usual I am FASHIONABLY LATE........lol.....and again with the BABS......nonetheless it was still a fun filled Sinulog 2013,got to see a number of floats and i failed to mention one of the weirdest Sinulog ever with the babs..,..always the funniest group to be with,,,.......

my intelligent friends

I am the type of person that enjoys meeting people and gaining friends and that's what happened when I was in college. College life for me is something new,a start of independence,a new beginning, it has a certain feeling that I can't describe,I remember that back then there was a time that I thought of shifting my course to something easier,something less stressful but then again I know my mom won't support me with that thought,good thing I've got a bunch of people that helped me feel college life is easier and definitely more fun. we managed to keep our friendship strong until now and made sure that we bond every once in awhile,oooopppppssss did i just say every once in a while?lol,,okay every time someone is back in town. so last December Shine is Back from the land of the sand and gold.....meeting them is like remembering how life was in college.sharing some photos of what we did while shine was here,we get to dine,party,pray and did a bit of charity works.

a thought on friendship

 "Friendship is like ice.One minute it's strong and firm.The next it's melting away and then gone forever!"

contemplating a number of times whether or not I should write this post,but then again I realized this blog is a venue for me to pour all my emotions and my thoughts. I guess it is safe to say that misunderstandings does happen in any normal relationship, regardless of how petty or big the reason was it really is part of the process,and that leaves friendship as a no exemption to the Golden rule. well,lately I have a cold shoulder with one of my closest friend without me knowing what the reason is and was.It all started when I noticed she doesn't talk to me that much and not really the usual her,I assumed when you are that close to someone you would really know if something is wrong,and that's what happened,I don't know what wrong have I done and I tried to be okay with her but I guess she is not ready,and that made me realize to let it pass,let time heal itself,just let it be,life does not revolve around her but I guess I still miss her after all she is my friend.

CeeDeeOhh

Ceedeeohhh,Cagayan de Oro City or whatever you may call it,has been a quite booming town until a tragedy happened late of 2011,wherein the City was hit by the super typhoon Ondoy and a number of people died,lost their homes,their families,their belongings and their livelihood. A simple city who had that rough time was able to rise from it,and what has happened had been and eyeopener to sam.
I had to wait until September 2012 to be able to visit the place and as well as attend a wedding. I came unprepared to be honest and it was only in the airport that I knew that the place was also known as the City of Golden Friendship.


I was used to the airport in Manila and Cebu that I was really shocked and amazed of how simple the airport was but then again who cares,they're building a new one(a bigger and better airport I heard), from the airport down to the city we had to ride a cab as there is no other means of transportation there unless if you have someone pick you up and the ride takes around 30 minutes or so, I got to enjoy the view( I guess that's what I normally do when it's a new place for me).We went straight to what they call us Divisoria,i assume it's the town proper coz almost everything is there and guess what we were welcomed with a sight of a fun run( that's what you get when you have an early morning flight),since we were too early to check in to our hotel we had the liberty to tour around the place looking for the boutique of the wedding designer as i had to do my final fitting for my gown and we also have to look for a salon to do our nails,we hired a pedicab all to ourselves for a cheap price to look for those two places.



after all the morning fun we now have to go to the hotel to check-in and hopefully to take some rest and wait for the rest of the gang,I was amazed of how peaceful the place was and how far the hotel was from the city,coz we stayed at the Marco Hotel,it was a good one though except for the fact that at that time they don't have medicines for my toothache and they don't have a clinic and not to mention they do have some horror stories(well yeah we had our share too),other than that I liked how the breakfast was served,how quiet the place was and how private the pool was.



second day we had to prepare for the wedding,i guess everyone was excited and nervous as to how everything will turn out after all the preparations.the couple has been my friends for almost 3 years now,they've been together for 8 years and just like any regular relationship they too have there own share of ups and downs,but I guess it really is truly love as they were able to overcome it all and was back in the arms of each other.I guess what I've learned from these two is: it is okay to get hurt as it is part of loving but then know how to forgive and let love,trust,respect and friendship be the foundation of you relationship and surely it will never fail.










third day: it was purely a rest day I get to enjoy the pool and bond with friends,you know what I like about out of town trips?it's the thought that you get to relax and enjoy all at the same time. this was also the day that we had to buy all our pasalubongs for the people at home and get to tour the city more.overall my CDO trip was a trip worth remembering,even without the white water rafter,the Dahilayan adventure what matters to me is I am with the people that is close to my heart and has and will always be part of my journey in life.