It has been said that beauty is in the eye of the beholder; well I must agree that it really is, and then they say that true beauty comes from within this I agree the most without further thinking. All this time I’ve been wondering what does she looks like, what made him fall for her, is she really worth it, these are just a few question that came to my mind when I learned he is engaged. Getting engaged is a step loser of not having him, days after learning he is engaged I was not on my usual self,there are moments when I just stop what I was doing and think of him with all the what if's on my mind;like what if it was me he is engaged with,what if I was different,there was even a time that I wished the girl was me. The moving on part is never that easy I engaged myself getting to know some other guys, there was a point wherein I get kilig to this one guy and without knowing I thought I was falling for him until that random came wherein out of the blue I decided to open the Facebook profile of that long time crush and I saw a new album of him and the fiancee, I can't explain what i feel for the nth time all I wanna do is cry and pity myself coz what the heck the girl looks pretty in the picture, truly I felt so insecure that right then and there I wanna get back to my old shape and have a fairer skin, then a few minutes thereafter I realized that I am happy of who I am, yes I want to get back to old shape but not because of my insecurities rather it is all because I wan to live longer. so to the Fiance I'm sure you can't read this still I want you to know that I am still happy that you met him and please be good to him coz he is all I ever want.
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